10/17/2003
Have u ever been fascinated by something or somebody that sometimes u wonder to yourself.. that u ask urself, why issit that both of u are the same age and yet this person seem to have accomplished more, and yet yours seem meager in comparision…I dunno maybe I am too pessimistic or no self confidence…sigh..it seems like things are not going too well for me..and I dunno what to do..to change it..oh well life sux
voNnNnNnN' @ 10:12:00 AM/

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10/05/2003
got this in an email..i think it's really very meaningful..treasure things and pple around u kaez?

IF I KNEW

If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.

There will always be another day
to say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do?"

But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,

That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear

Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.

voNnNnNnN' @ 10:12:00 AM/

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10/03/2003
sigh..i failed my gp..i have absolutely nothing to say..because i sincerly didn't think i would fail..cos' i thought the paper 2 was alright..in fact..i thought i could get a b4..so much for that..i got a d7 which is like way off target..

and there goes at least maintaining my grades for mid year.....at least geog improve by one grade..so mrs goon cannot make excuses wanna see my parents again..haha! because i improved okay??

i quite depressed now..i mean..gp? fail? argh! for PRELIMS? major ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH! sigh. life sux
voNnNnNnN' @ 1:08:00 PM/

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Feels like a long time since I blogged haha..aniway, i skipped school today..thats why I am here online at this hour..ermz..going to meet yuri and liting later to study…then going zouk for the linkin park thing…I am really looking forward to it..haha!

I had a great time yesterday..first time that I watched two movies in a row..caught infernal affairs and Italian job..one with huili wai soon and jared..and the other with yuri..both are really good movies..i like infernal more..haha..i think ah hau is really really smart lor! After that went to walk around orchard with yuri….haha..so slack…

Huili sms me my geog marks..i didn’t do well..oh well…a little upset..and annoyed cos’ my efforts..always go down the drain..sigh..cannot blame anyone..so I guess I just have to put in more efforts yah??

Btw….december 6th a sat..there’s a jc cum poly party at illusion…if u’re interested can sms me or put a msg in tagboard kaez? Take care study hard, and I lurve ya guys.. :)

voNnNnNnN' @ 12:05:00 PM/

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