6/19/2004
everyone is lonely to a certain extent, everyone has their flaws, who are we to judge whether u have sinned, or rather, the extend of ur sins?

everyone is different, he made u more confident, he made u smarter, he made u more musically incline, he made you more artistic, he made u humble, he made u proud, he made u pretty, he made u average lookin', he made u witty, he made u sarcastic, he made u straight forward, he made u hurt pple's heart, he made u humourous, he made u look like a clown

therefore we should always accept someone for who he/she is, and never attempt to change the person, unless..well, there are no exceptions.

never judge a person by his accomplishments, his looks, and his wealth, but rather, his character, and whether deep inside his heart, he's a good man.

but then again..why should he pour his heart out to u? who the hell do u think you are?
voNnNnNnN' @ 11:07:00 PM/

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6/14/2004
u know what? retail therapy really helps..i feel good looking at skirts, shoes, bags, tops...and endless cute, nice and adding KIV stuff into the KIV list..cool huh?

bought two pairs of shoes..one skirt, one capris and two rings todae..i am so happy! haha..

oh well..for pple who dunno..and pple whom i feel i should let know...i have given up hope on finding the one..i just wish to have more frens and widen my social circle..because..well..because i feel so no life and frenless..argh! but then again..i like to be alone sometimes..and when u feel like being left alone..u can't..argh..men are never satisfied..:P

ps: should i buy more tops? or should i buy more skirts?
voNnNnNnN' @ 11:56:00 PM/

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6/09/2004
i think everyone, who do business..meaning opens a shop, u noe..be ur own boss person/persons, are ruthless no matter how nice they seem to be.

u noe i admire my boss...she's single..she has seen too much of the world that nothing stuns her anymore..and i think i am being influenced by her..

she dun see the point of getting married, and burdening oneself wif pleasing ur husband, giving in, loving..and taking care of children, to put it simply, women always loses out, because no matter how accomplished, how great our career is, when we're home, we have to look after the kids and take care and tolerate our husband's tantrums. and i repeat, i do not understand men, i dun understand their quirky moods, their unexplainable actions, their weird behavior. maybe that's why men are from mars and women from venus..or watever that is..

and i honestly believe that there are nicer things..meaning i WANT that bag..but after i BUY it..i would see a NICER one, and i would WANT to buy the other one..

men or in this case women will never be satisfied..there's always a nicer pair of shoes, a nicer bag, another dress, another skirt that we want..therefore..please understand my rationale to the things i am doing.

to my frens: those who know wat i am doing on the side..which is only a handful of u, i noe how u feel..like i'm a cheapo and such.. please understand that i am just trying or doing something i feel is meaningful to me, which at the same time combines two of my interests

and to dear huili, thanks for listening to me, and u're one that truly encourages, understands and is my pillar of support..i still can't believe u exist..simply because..u totally understand how i feel

i am hanging on because i want to succeed, and the only way to it..is by sheer hardwork because i have never believed it reaping wat others sow. the only reason why i'm willing to go through so much hard work and tiring myself is because i believe i must start from below.
voNnNnNnN' @ 11:43:00 PM/

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i think everyone, who do business..meaning opens a shop, u noe..be ur own boss person/persons, are ruthless no matter how nice they seem to be.

u noe i admire my boss...she's single..she has seen too much of the world that nothing stuns her anymore..and i think i am being influenced by her..

she dun see the point of getting married, and burdening oneself wif pleasing ur husband, giving in, loving..and taking care of children, to put it simply, women always loses out, because no matter how accomplish, how great our career is, when we're home, we have to look after the kids and take care and tolerate our husband's tantrums. and i repeat, i do not understand men, i dun understand their quirky moods, their unexplainable actions, they weird behavior. maybe that's why men are from mars and women from venus..or watever that is..

and i honestly believe that there are nicer things..meaning i WANT that bag..but after i BUY it..i would see a NICER one, and i would WANT to buy the other one..

men or in this case women will never be satisfied..there's always a nicer pair of shoes, a nicer bag, another dress, another skirt that we want..therefore..please understand my rationale to the things i am doing.

to my frens: those who know wat i am doing on the side..which is only a handful of u, i noe how u feel..like i'm a cheapo and such.. please understand that i am just trying or doing something i feel is meaningful to me, which at the same time combines two of my interests

and to dear huili, thanks for listening to me, and u're one that truly encourages, understands and is my pillar of support..i still can't believe u exist..simply because..u totally understand how i feel

i am hanging on because i want to succeed, and the only way to it..is by sheer hardwork because i have never believed it reaping wat others sow. the only reason why i'm willing to go through so much hard work and tiring myself is because i believe i must start from below.
voNnNnNnN' @ 11:43:00 PM/

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6/07/2004
i am tired, exhausted...emotionally, mentally..physically

why dun anyone understand ah..everyone has problems? i cannot be happy 24/7, 365 days a year. i have my mercurial moods, my tantrums, my bitching bout stuff...

a person who seems to be happy may hurt like shit inside..a person who is truly happy is one that radiates happy vibes.. like *boing* *boing* *boing*...u know wat i mean?

i feel that nobody understands me..seriously..i am sick of giving in...sick of trying to be accomodating..who is there to accomodate me? who gives in to me? who tries to make me happy? who tries to make my life easier for me? it's always me arranging something, moving something around to make time for people

i feel like giving up, i feel like disappearing, i feel like not answering smses, not answering phone calls...then people (or a certain someone)would then..realise the importance of my existance...

one last thing..pple, dun question why i am stuck in a lousy job, it may be lousy to u, in terms of pay, but i am doing this because i respect eileen( which is my boss) alot, and also because i want to learn her skills and the experience, because i feel that there are different things to learn from office jobs, sale jobs..blah blah..but the one thing that change my character..to a more tolerant, patient, and more easy going one, is a sales job..because..well if u can't figure it out..u can't be one of my frens..and also..if i dun do this kinda of jobs now..wait until i am 40+ also nobody will employ me

and i am almost positive, none of u knows that my secret wish is to open a shop and be my own boss.

- sherman, please dun scare me anymore, i cannot take it, if u die, or almost died again..i will go crazy. i am already worrying like mad about u, please dun spring any surprises on me, especially popping up in singapore without tell me..but then..since when have u came back to singapore telling me?-


voNnNnNnN' @ 9:01:00 AM/

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6/04/2004
guys..i need help...do u think the lg g7120 is better? or the samsung e700a is better?

g7120 review: http://asia.cnet.com/reviews/handphones/0,39001718,39018880p,00.htm?

samsung e700a review: http://asia.cnet.com/reviews/handphones/0,39001713,39016626p,00.htm?
voNnNnNnN' @ 11:46:00 PM/

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is the bag nice? i am thinking of getting it..haha..think i'll go and get it tomorrow. i've been saving..worrying bout expenses and stuff..but well tina convinced me that..i should spend a little (*,)
voNnNnNnN' @ 12:17:00 AM/

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6/01/2004

Lonliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but
its there, and your friends can see it. You
constantly feel alone, and need to do things to
fill your time. Your afraid to tell people
this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad
way, and you think you screwed up everything.
And when you are in love is when you are sad
the most. (Please Vote)


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voNnNnNnN' @ 11:13:00 PM/

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i dunno what to say except this: i feel like a stupid moron...am i a moron because i feel like one? or simply because i choose to be one? argh!
voNnNnNnN' @ 12:32:00 AM/

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