12/25/2004


found this guitar quan jia fu..nice rite? haha..

oh my gosh! i miss all of my guitar pple!

in order of 'rank' in the club

da guitar comittee: kevin, alvyn, evelyn, roy,jieyang, poh liang, bob, junwei, gina

and guitar one to guitar four..woo! especially my guitar four, junwei our group leader rocks! and serena, iris, poh liang, sandy, jieyang..haha

not forgetting the one man show guitar 5, mr alvyn eng, and spouse..mx..haha

siew chin, ching man, peiyun, yujia, shufang, peide, wing...

and our guitar guys..they're all the perfect gentleman..(well..except a few, i suppose)

and..i miss guitar now..sob
voNnNnNnN' @ 11:00:00 AM/

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this year is a crazy christmas, i am not spending it the way i want..and u know what? it's just the cruelty of reality..that life has it such that frens come and go and that..work drives man insane. argh...

i wish i can meet yuri liting maureen tina
i wish i can talk crap with huili waisoon and shimin and eat chomp chomp
i wish i can call wanling up for a chat and ask how is she
i wish i can act crazy and whine and act angry and still get away with it..to him
and i wish..that all my friends are happy and that if they're happy..it matters most to me..

and that includes their spouses..
should i mention their names? well...i think i should..
momo's yilun
yuri's eddie or issit eddy?
mel's xiong..
ting's..well..i dunno who

and to dawn, daphne, fion, and christina chew..who left my house in a mess..driving my maid crazy..and talking crap wif my mum..and act friendly to my sister..well..u guys...should let me have the chance to go out wif other pple for a change! 5/6 years liaoz..still hog me every year christmas eve?? haha

and if i've left anyone else out..it's simply because..i dun have enough time to write..haha
voNnNnNnN' @ 1:18:00 AM/

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12/20/2004
nothing much to update, just that i've been working and working, no life liaoz..nobody asks me out..my frens are all like mia, not that they are to blame, i am so tired after work now that i just go home and sleep..argh

sigh, my dear going to australia for a week and so..i am spending christmas alone, except dinner wif momo they all..which..i dunno will materialise not..cos..well..u never know.. bleah.
voNnNnNnN' @ 4:54:00 PM/

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12/17/2004
you dunno how much i missed you because i refuse to let it show
you dunno the pain u caused because i ceased to let you know
are u thinking of me too?
where do i stand in your heart?
sometimes i really want to ask but no, i have my pride
and yes, foolishly it means more than you to me
voNnNnNnN' @ 10:11:00 PM/

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12/01/2004
i truly despise people who think they're the greatest person ever borned, and that they have the right to critisize everything deemed not worthy of their standards and judging people by their looks. trust me, i can't wait to throw something on their bloody heads. ok.

while the entire world thinks ( or rather a few morons ) that i'm not worthy of him. u can just bloody kiss my cellulite ass...

and it not that i dun trust u, my dear, basically, i dun trust.

on a happier note, first day of work was great. xinying and peiyee..woo hoo! thanks man!
voNnNnNnN' @ 8:08:00 PM/

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